My Life

"There are places I'll remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places had their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all..."
-From "In My Life" by The Beatles

I've been thinking a lot about this part (which is the first part) of this song lately. I know I wrote about changes in an earlier blog but it is still on my mind. I have found myself stopped on the road of life. I honestly don't know what is ahead of me. It is not as though the road is dark; I am not stuck in sadness or depression like I was before. I am actually doing better than I was earlier this year. I've just stopped to look ahead and the road just seems ever winding. It goes on and on and I cannot see what lies ahead.

I know you're probably thinking, "Duh Steph, NO ONE can!"

Yes, that is true. I just thought that I would be able to see something once the darkness that had once consumed me drifted away. Is that a stupid thing to ask? I mean, shouldn't there be SOMETHING in my line of sight?

.C5R4FIJKA8fghjk (<---- Aack, my cat jumped on the keyboard. Silly kitty!) Anyway, I am thinking I should not dwell on it. If I dwell too much on things I make myself crazy! I think the best thing for me to do is just to keep moving on. "Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."

So that's what I am going to do.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rZ5N4-X_HWU